Thursday

For once i really had no mood in school today..I was putting up a smile and i almost felt like crying during break time...GOD,please tell me have the music i've been listening to nowadays influence me???? I feel like screamo-ing everytime im angry and this could really lose my pure voice...For once the anger is coming to take a toll on me,it's like it grips ur heart tightly that u feel like screaming out loud for ur life...DAMN! I wish i didn't have a hot temper in my blood..And finally i bet he's avoiding me;( Maybe im not gonna be in a good mood tomoro...I can't wait for my new look after exam so it can suit the mood im feeling always and better still im following my idols look..