Trust

Some people just don't see me as who i wanna be. Sometimes it's the closest person that doesn't seem to see it but those distant people could read and understand us. People can't see what's right infront of them and scientifically it's proven. Tell me how i lost my power to be what i wanna be when they're all against me. Im surrounded by uncertainty that im so unsure of that it feels like im not in control of myself anymore. Your not like that your like this,your not even close to that! That's what they all say! Tell me is that support? Is that encouragement?? I think i wanna move out of my cursing and become curse-free once again. Like i was before in Primary school,nice. Hmph...This bond isn't trusted enough,all they need is trust but NO! It's something hard to gain. In this kind of state trust is the most important guys;(

"And when all security fails,will you be there to help me through?"