Apocalyptic issues?

We all judge what we see,and humans are always itching to see ur bad side to tell on other people,but if u are in negativity,thats what you think! Look at the positive and believe side,it's obviously fine. The side here is much more greener and not null like the other side. Thinking alot about apocalyptic issues and coming up with theories that i see. I've been noticing that i've been mixing too much with other belief's and scientific reasons,that i made myself afraid. Afraid,of changing into a free-thinker. But nevertheless,i deny im changing into one!