Sickening

I miss the days when im so perky even at home,DAMN! This throar is so sick and it's killing my emotions!! Anyways Clss Chalet is fun!! I feel the bond,seriously! I MEAN IT! I love that feeling and im touched by it...

Everything seems blurrrr

Well,im just a day away from the class chalet and im yet to cofirm wether im realllyy going or not?!?! I want to go,but DAMN! Im having a fever! If i were to go despite of this fever,Im afraid the worst is yet to come there. Besides that,im pretty stoked about lil bro joining in my school next year,lets see how ey?!?! Well,im feelig pretty Emo now,tanx fever for making me so silent today(=

I love what poeple call me

I love it! I love the fact that people think im EMO. Its not like i caved in to judgement,its just that. Eversince i was young,i like to be alone,i like darkness. When i was primary 1 i didn't want to makes frens but a girl came up to me and offered her freindship and i just can't dissapoint her,i mean she's new! And im not new to being along with strangers,i could help her and thought of leaving her but in the end she introduced me to more and more people. Now that its the holidays i finally get some time alone and away from frens. Its not that i dont like frens,its just that i really love being alone,i get to think of my life,think of almost everything,i come up with every possible life solution/conclusion when im alone. I wanna be the one that you all will look up to but also wanna be the one that am always in the darkness.

But whenever im in the darkness,i also learn to appreciate that i have frens,frens that wont leave me alone. If i were to ever change in the upcoming year,trust me,i might admit to you guys that that is the real me. The me that i've been hiding. You know what more, tomoro(=

Reading?!

Well,curently i've been reading loads of books. Looking for a book entitled,"Rules of secrecy" And the book called,'The four horsemen of the Apocalypse' interesting books. Went to library with Rusyda and Feza to did the Math WS,but trust me. When it comes to studying on a holiday mood/vibe,no one is up to it! Hehe. I end up borrowing books about govt. conspiracies in America and a book about the conflict between the Islam and Christian back in the past. Interesting,interesting,interesting. Well,have to be done reading my MUSE book first.
Enjoy ur holidays!

Bye!

Argh!! damn!! All my pictures in comp. are gone..haiz..
Anyways,he left for an event overseas and im too late to say goodbye or good luck,dissappointed:( But thas ok,i know he's ok there(= Wish him the best of luck over here then(=

Apocalyptic issues?

We all judge what we see,and humans are always itching to see ur bad side to tell on other people,but if u are in negativity,thats what you think! Look at the positive and believe side,it's obviously fine. The side here is much more greener and not null like the other side. Thinking alot about apocalyptic issues and coming up with theories that i see. I've been noticing that i've been mixing too much with other belief's and scientific reasons,that i made myself afraid. Afraid,of changing into a free-thinker. But nevertheless,i deny im changing into one!

Soad is back!

Oh yeah,System of a down reuniting in 2011!! Woo-hoo,i'd love to say that those who dont like/listen to SOAD are losers! But hey,that's not my point(partially) Anyway,these people have influenced me so much by these people i mean them(SOAD) and

MUSE! Yeah! I found out that they are both acquintances/friends,i guess. Hehe.. Well i guess that's all,more soon(=